Losing

Gasping for air
Unable to breath
Nowhere to turn
Spinning
Dizzy
Falling
I catch myself
I brace myself
Waves washing over me
Shaking
Shattering
Crashing
Sitting on the floor in the bathroom
Unable to move
Tears streaming down my face
Weak
Broken
Defeated
I can't find my breath
I can't live like this
I can't be like this