I haven't updated in awhile. I'm not sure what to say.
I'm still looking at at least 4 more months before being off prednisone... but it's been "2 more months, 3 more months, blah blah blah" since August, so who knows.
I started Celexa again. The first two weeks were absolute hell. The first week especially. I was insanely nauseated all of the time. Now I only get it at night, and if I take gravol at bedtime, it mostly helps.
I think I expected too much. I wanted to feel like I felt last year on it. I don't. I'm wondering if the fact I was also on Gabapentin for a good chunk of that time helped. Last year it got rid of the anxiety, and dread, and I looked forward to things. Now I just feel... melancholy. Or maybe apathetic is a better term. Whichever it is, it makes it hard to get out of bed and do things. It's not depression though... well, not like I had before. Dread and anxiety about the future have turned into... complacency. So I guess we're moving in the right direction?
I went for lunch with some friends today. It was really nice. I didn't feel overwhelmed at all, which usually going out causes me to feel lately. We went for a little walk downtown after and I got a smoothie at the juice place that just reopened. It was nice to be social :)
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